Saturday, May 05, 2007
I wonder if i shd close down this blog. Dont' really see the point of blogging nowadays, like what you said "it used to be the medium btw us". Hmm, would be quite mad if we still used it as a medium. haha
life has been rather hectic in school. Choir's syf is on tuesday, i wonder if things are really working out. sometimes i put in so much effort to teach these crazy pple but what do i get back in return? lousy attitudes, showing me their stupid faces that don't even give a single respect. You want my respect, then jolly well earn it, and its not gonna work with ur stupid face. no thanks to that, seriously. Worse still, my section is like singing quite badly, i dun even know why. Are we really that bad that he has to humiliate us in front of the whole choir (or maybe it seems that you just wanna pinpoint me). i just want everything to be over. get over SYF, get over the concert. I dun even know why i always i try to appear strong in front of the choir, voicing out opinions that pple like without really caring bout the feelings of the president or vice? who do u think you are elizabeth eng!!
enough about choir. i dun even wanna think about it anymore. 10 yrs down the road, i just wanna rmb the good stuff, like the crazy friends i met, the most fun wet games i played during choir camp. That's all i wanna rmb.
colosseum is coming up too. i've been throwing everything at dorea cos i got no time to do anything. Hais. hopefully i can start helping her soon! i feel so bad. but she's been great, always doing everything so well. although we cant blame the rain for always coming! so irritating. She and eth have been my very close friends since we suddenly got so crazy with each other, i cant rmb why. lol they always help to make my day.
Then there's my boy who's always tolerating my nonsense i dunno what i'll do without him. school has been so tormenting, he's my motivation to carry on, so that i, in turn, can push him in his work. haha so lame right. we're approaching our 9th mth soon. so fast so fast (:
we went back to the airport today, to study! Haha it felt totally like last year, the time we started our work, the time we ended. taking the same ruote to the viewing gallery after our work.everything felt really the same. sigh!
okay, i'm outta here. bye.
lizzy's memories at 10:20 PM
