Thursday, November 02, 2006
Chinese Paper tmrw!
Hais, hopefully i dun screw this paper. It's my only hope even though it's like so unimportant but oh well, if i do badly, i'll kill myself. Been doing quite well this year so yeaa, Lord bring my through! Then no more chinese forever and ever and ever and ever. I think i just suck at teaching. Be it any subject. useless.
Woke up at 11am today to the shrilling screams and laughter of my 2 nieces at my place. Went down to play water with them. Didnt even swim any laps. I'm becoming soooo freaking lazy. Waking up so late, eating ALOT, not exercising, not doing anything. Lazy lazy lazy bummm.
OP's next friday! So fast can. and my speech is like so shitty still. Reading too fast, no articulation, no pauses..always the same few comments and i still cant change. die alr lah! gotta keep practicing these few few few days.
Something "shocking" happened this week. I never expected it to be this way. Hais..but it's the truth i guess and there's nothing i can do to change it. why didnt i put in more effort during the mid years. the results of it just hit me so hard. You say it's just a criteria, but to me it means so much more. Own expectations? i guess so. i cant get over it.
lizzy's memories at 7:57 PM
