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Tuesday, November 21, 2006

Back!!

so Jetstar wasnt THAT bad but still bad, especially since first class on SIA was such a WONDERFUL experience. Everything had to be paid for on Jetstar. Yea budget airline. Cool.

Bangkok was a very busy busy place. not Singapore or NY kind of busy..actually i dun even know what the pple are bz with. The whole city just seems its moving very fast, everything so kan chionged. Air was kinda polluted. Heh heh

So days were spent shopping and shopping and shopping and shopping and shopping. That was for my mum and sis..as for me. It was window-shopping and window-shopping and window-shopping and window-shopping. Yea you get the point. Bought a few stuff here and there so i didnt come back to Singapore empty handed.

Didnt get to blog earlier since i had to go for OGL camp. Hais tired me out like mad =( Left camp a day earlier..hehe. First day was okay apart from some humiliation tt made me feel like screaming during ice-breakers and hearing bout some BYTCH that made me want to puke with disgust. Fortunately, i had my oh-so-darling gals to "comfort" me. LOL mass media.

Second day. Spent EIGHT frigging hrs with Rio at some unknown place in Tampines while someone else was far far away in bedok. Hais. So anyway, Rio and I talked talked talked and ate ate ate for 8 hrs. The weather was good for sleeping but it was just kinda weird to fall asleep with someone i just made friends with right. HAHA

So home-ing right now and waiting for the rain to STOP. Bbq session later on. Lord, pls MOVE the clouds away!!!!!

outta here.

lizzy's memories at 9:15 PM

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

Off to bangkok in a few more hrs time. ( like another 12??) Hahaha

Somehow wasnt quite looking forward to this trip but i guess it shd be quite fun lah. Whole family is going! yay yay! Hopefully can do some shopping. Must do CAREFUL shopping cos i realize alot of times, I buy stuff from overseas and keep them at home to rot. So yea. anticipating the food as well! but then again, the food there isn't exactly to my liking and with me constantly reminded of your "I'm supposed to help you (watch your weight)...", how to eat? Plus i'm on a quest to slim down...................

Here I come Jetstar airlines! Here I come bangkok! Here i come shoppingg and fooddd!!!

I know i'm gonna miss youuu

lizzy's memories at 10:15 PM

Sunday, November 12, 2006

i never saw the buddhist songs that we were singing in choir as something tt was actually "against" my religion. Okay so it's not exactly "against" but i just cant think of another word. So when one of the christian guys in choir told us tt he wasn't gonna sing in tt concert, i begin to have doubts of performing too. Went home and asked my parents about it then they said it wasn't too good ( no explaination given though....). So i went to church today and spoke to unty ju about it and she said something like "by singing those songs/chants, you're like glorifying the buddhist religion" which is of course not what i'm supposed to be doing. I am only to glorify the King of Kings! SOO now, gotta find a way to tell my president that i won't be singing for this performance =/

Anyway, service was a wee bit dry today. Managed to catch the main part though, thankfully. Trust. It comes with so so so so so many things. I think I've heard another msg on Trust before, cant rmb where though. Most of the time it really applies to me ALOT cos there's this part of me that cant trust anyone. It's difficult and the worst part is i dun even know why. sometimes i cant even trust the one dearest to me. Lord, teach me! I need to trust more in the Lord too!

Caught "Flushed away" with gordon and ivan after service today. ivan and i had free movie vouchers from dad's hsbc thing while gordon had to pay..hehe sorry lah! $9.50 for a cartoon. it was good lah just not worth it. was quite exciting. i actually thought "Flushed away" was the penguin show a.k.a "Happy Feet". So suaku lah. only realised when we were buying tics.

Some pictures from the last few days =)

Trees at pasir ris beach

downtown east christmas decor

A grp of happy cousins at esplanade.

my class!! yay with our "handsome" mr aaron tan. i lovee =)

lizzy's memories at 9:16 PM

Friday, November 10, 2006

Haven been blogging recently and now....bored stiff in the library so had to resort to doing this.

Last few days were spent alot in school and outside..was hardly at home man. I need more sleep!

Anyway, caught 'The Guardian' on tuesday at orchard. LOveeee! but abit too long. cinema was kinda empty though. duh~it was a weekend afternoon. haha but still nice! Ashton Kutcher acts funny in serious shows. Lol overall it was excitinggg!! =)

Cousin's dinner was on wednesday. Casper gave a treat at some jap restuarant in the esplanade. super shiok. Sharing of love stories the whole way..it was fun =) headed outside to take ALOT of photos. it was hilarious.

spent my wonderful ahem day pasir ris beach ytd. weather was perfect until it rained. Hais. oh well! it was still fun lahhh. Cam whoring. heh heh..i promise it won't happen again lah. dinner at hougang was good good as well. i just hope you get better.

Off to choir now. Bye byeeeeee

lizzy's memories at 12:21 PM

Thursday, November 02, 2006

Chinese Paper tmrw!

Hais, hopefully i dun screw this paper. It's my only hope even though it's like so unimportant but oh well, if i do badly, i'll kill myself. Been doing quite well this year so yeaa, Lord bring my through! Then no more chinese forever and ever and ever and ever. I think i just suck at teaching. Be it any subject. useless.

Woke up at 11am today to the shrilling screams and laughter of my 2 nieces at my place. Went down to play water with them. Didnt even swim any laps. I'm becoming soooo freaking lazy. Waking up so late, eating ALOT, not exercising, not doing anything. Lazy lazy lazy bummm.

OP's next friday! So fast can. and my speech is like so shitty still. Reading too fast, no articulation, no pauses..always the same few comments and i still cant change. die alr lah! gotta keep practicing these few few few days.

Something "shocking" happened this week. I never expected it to be this way. Hais..but it's the truth i guess and there's nothing i can do to change it. why didnt i put in more effort during the mid years. the results of it just hit me so hard. You say it's just a criteria, but to me it means so much more. Own expectations? i guess so. i cant get over it.

lizzy's memories at 7:57 PM