Friday, June 16, 2006
I think i must be one mad freak for blogging almost everyday. Hahaha too bad, i get bored at times. I'm currently (still) listening to 'Goodbye' by Airsupply. Oh! England won last night with a score of 2-0 agst Trinidad&Tobago. It was during the last few minutes of the match..So intense!! My friend was commenting that he wanted to kill all the strikers from England cos they seriously played like crap during the whole match before the 2 goals. But yay! They're going into the semi-finals =)Just read partner's blog. I feel so sad for herrr!! Breaking up with her BF must have been tough but she still seems so strong about it. I've never gone thru a "real" break up before but just arguments btw a fren and myself alr makes things so painful and heart-breaking. I cant imagine myself having to go thru a break-up with future boyfriends or whatever. The torture! Seen a few of the close pple ard me go thru this shite, all the crying for nights, hating the person, yet at the same time wishing the person would be back with them. Guys getting ditchedby the lady, gals getting ditched by the guy. It all goes back to feeling the same thing: Hurt. At least if you're just close to the person, but not committed to the relationship, perhaps the pain would be more bearable? I dont know. I guess being in a relationship could make life alot 'nicer', more interesting and perhaps more 'whole'. But, having to come to an end really sucks doesn't it? As the saying goes, everything good has to come to an end. True/false? I would disagree with that. From my perspective, it would probably be true to some boy-girl relationships but how bout when it comes to a marriage? It would no longer hold true. Mum is always telling me to "take things slowly" in a relationship. Not that i'm in one right now, but parents tend to be "cautious" once they know there's a guy somewhere. I must say i'm really blessed to be in a family with parents who's "been there, done that" and are willing to take the time to know what i'm going through and offer advice that may seem so ridiculous off-hand. But after time, i realize that through all they've told me actually does help me in thinking what i shd/shd not be doing. There are times when i've asked my mum "If i do get into a r/s now then how?" and she would start again on the "advantages/many disadvantages" on getting into one at such an age. Note: its not like she wants me to be left on the shelf or anything alright. Haha she just feels that at this age of a YOUNG 17, we shdnt be tied down to a r/s for nothing For some, we would think "17 alr lehh, not mature enough?". I feel that way at times. But look! In this convo with ur mum, who's the more mature one? Hahaha yea. So, i usually think back and really thank God for my "sensible" mum drilling these stuff into me. If not for them, maybe i would have been dumped a million times alr.Please do not ask me why i'm suddenly talking bout this stuff. Hahahaha once i start, i cant stopp! But now i gotta stop cos i've gtg back to study chemistryyy!!!!!
Boo to MYE =(
lizzy's memories at 4:18 PM
