Thursday, May 18, 2006
I guess I finally decided to just let everything go. Met up with clovis tdy, super unexpected turn out, but I’m glad we decided to just walk ard compass point. He was supposed to be the one depressed and I was supposed to help him overcome his problem but halfway thru, the opposite happened. Hahaha guess I told him majority of the things that I was feeling, so many things to the extent that I suddenly realize whatever I was doing for
you was mere stupidity. Why was I making myself stoop down to such a low level. I never knew I was doing all these things until I started talking to clovis. Perhaps he was telling me true opinion from a guy’s view. So yea. It’s off my chest!!
You’re out of my life. Why was I living these few mths like a walking zombie, when I got nothing back in return. Why did I make myself think you meant so much to me, when to you, I was merely a friend.so yea. Clovis was outside MJ waiting for me to end school tdy. His love life is hmm..rather interesting! Was great catching up after Music lessons at TKGS ended after the O’s. Been some time since I last saw him, pretty much the same lahh..heh it’s either he shrank or I grew taller. Ho ho ho, or maybe his pants are just baggy or something. I went home feeling much better, having a much clearer opinion of all the stupid things I was doing.
I’m not sure if I’m gonna get over you totally. Everything happening’s too fast. Hmm, time, take control.Napfa 5 items tmrw!! Woo hoo, gonna be so exciting. Darn, I wanna do more pull-ups, I wanna jump further, I wanna stretch further!!!! Going down to marina south to meet the tertiary cell for dinner. Hehe, exciting! Deciding if I shd stay in school and do as much hmwk as I can, then go down to meet them directly from pasir ris. Or if I shd go home, change out of uniform (which also means I’ll probably not doing anything if I come home) then go down to meet them. I think I’ll just stay in school, I’ll bathe during recess =p
Loads of hmwk waiting for me =)
P.s did i mention. you probably dun even know this post and all the past posts were about you. what an irony.
lizzy's memories at 8:13 PM
