I REALLY SHDN'T BE HERE AT ALL. i've got music test tmr, and i hardly even touched it??!! Germ told my blog is err, yuck?! hahaha okay i know it is abit mah fan to hafta type, but i think it's kinda cool? nv seen something like that b4. haha

some thoughts i was sharing with partner in sch. i miss the pple in church, somehow i really really do. but u cant expect me to go up to you and say "i miss you" right. i mean either you'll think i'm turning les or i'm jus a freak. I wanna be able to join you guys for dinner after jg services, i wanna go lunch with you guys again. But somehow, i cant.

I wanna be able to say truthfully that " i'm going home to study". but am i? ok, sometimes i do, but i guess most of the time i start to idle the time away. Am i hiding from everyone?nah.. such a stupid thing to do. Sometimes i think to myself, will i be able to stay with these frens even after the exams? or would i have grown so apart from them?Welll, right now, i feel i cant fit in anywhere when i'm with the youths. It really sucks to feel that way especially since i used to be so close to many of them. I get pissed with pple so easily, always picking out on pple's faults without examining mine first. i dunno wat's gotten into me.

partner,thks for listening to my rattles in class even though u din quite understand anything i was saying. :)